birthday shoul be happy, i should say. but, will it be happy again if i knew all along that this will be the last celebration? my last post is all about a merry 18th birthday. but right now, it is not about my birthday. and most of all, it is not merry anymore. my life changed with something that i never expected to happen. it is something very unexpected.I had a conflict between myself. and i realized that i ruined my life TWO YEARS ago. big mistake!
and now, guilt is hunting me.
Nightmare into dreams.. dreams into reality. expression to words, words to freedom.
